I never said I was the only one having a hard time. _Never_. But I needed to explain why I reacted the way I did. I never meant to give you the impression that you don't have it as hard as me.

I hope we're winning. Sometimes I think I am. And then I have a day like yesterday and it all falls in a heap again. But I have to keep trying, because otherwise Rack's won, and I won't let that be the case, _ever_.

A.