You'll always find someone to look down on, but you'll always find someone who you feel will look down on you. It's a dangerous road to travel, because you'll never be satisfied with anything you do or are.

Satisfy yourself - when I say that, I don't mean be selfish and hurt other people in the process, but find a path you want to follow, that makes you happy, and do your best at it. You're still a smart girl, you've just gotten used to not using it.

Personally, I've never been out of the country, except to Iceland with the team that time. I'd like to travel more one day, but there's always another patient, y'know?

Now, please tell me you're eating something with vegetables involved? You're sounding sugar and caffiene-high and cranky. ;)

Maddie.