Guess I'm falling back into bad habits. Easier to just grab something in passing then sit down to anything. And just don't feel like sitting around eating with the others.
Too wired to sit still for that long, anyhow. (Which probably doesn't help the sleep pattern.)
Before you give me that look, though. I'll eat something with green leafy things in it tonight, okay?
And I'll even cut down to fewer than 5 sodas a day.
I'll be fine once this is all done. Till then, feel like I gotta keep on my feet, keep alert.
Hear what you're saying about the satisfying myself thing though. Not sure what I want to do yet with the future. I think that's why I got so damned cranky near my birthday. I got a couple of options though.
Maybe time I really started testing them out, you know? Vegas is apart of that. If I can just do good here. Well, maybe I'll prove something.
*grins* Still, it could all be much, much worse. Instead of being sugared up and cranky, I could be eating coffee grounds and downing them with soda and like I was doing a few months back.
You know, I so need to get some money of my own. Pain in the ass having to justify why I want a plane ticket to God knows where.
*grins* I mean, what if I wanted to head off to Guam tomorrow?...Okay, so maybe not Guam. I've been told there are various tropical islands where you can sit in the sun and be served violently colored drinks by near naked men though.
~J.
PS: The Amazing Jubilee: Vegas Showgirl extraordinaire. What do you think? I think I could high kick with the best of them.
Does the lettuce on burgers count?
Guess I'm falling back into bad habits. Easier to just grab something in passing then sit down to anything. And just don't feel like sitting around eating with the others.
Too wired to sit still for that long, anyhow. (Which probably doesn't help the sleep pattern.)
Before you give me that look, though. I'll eat something with green leafy things in it tonight, okay?
And I'll even cut down to fewer than 5 sodas a day.
I'll be fine once this is all done. Till then, feel like I gotta keep on my feet, keep alert.
Hear what you're saying about the satisfying myself thing though. Not sure what I want to do yet with the future. I think that's why I got so damned cranky near my birthday. I got a couple of options though.
Maybe time I really started testing them out, you know? Vegas is apart of that. If I can just do good here. Well, maybe I'll prove something.
*grins* Still, it could all be much, much worse. Instead of being sugared up and cranky, I could be eating coffee grounds and downing them with soda and like I was doing a few months back.
You know, I so need to get some money of my own. Pain in the ass having to justify why I want a plane ticket to God knows where.
*grins* I mean, what if I wanted to head off to Guam tomorrow?...Okay, so maybe not Guam. I've been told there are various tropical islands where you can sit in the sun and be served violently colored drinks by near naked men though.
~J.
PS: The Amazing Jubilee: Vegas Showgirl extraordinaire. What do you think? I think I could high kick with the best of them.