My initial reaction is to tell you - to put it in the vernacular - to fuck off. My situation and my health are none of your business. On the other hand, I have been told that such a reaction is unhelpful, and I should not be so proud as to ignore apologies. Thank you.

I have found help. Or Help with an upper-case H, I suppose. And I suppose it's working, although I don't know how to measure therapeutic success. I haven't tried killing anyone yet, for what that is worth.

I appreciate your offer, but I honestly do not know if I am ready for that right now. It was hard enough talking to the person who referred me to my therapist, and it is even harder visiting friends (or whatever they are) and talking about myself. I'm just not there. Maybe some other time.

Also, I don't drink coffee. Just tea.

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