Emails to Amara and Manuel

[x-diamondlil.livejournal.com]

To: [Amara]
From: [Lil]
Subject: Apologies

So, I don't know if you're avoiding me or we just keep missing each other but I want to apologize for yesterday. I'll try to let you know ahead of time when I'm gonna bring someone home next time. Let me take you out for lunch or dinner or something to make it up to you, okay? Or buy you alcohol. Your choice.

- Lil


To: [Manuel]
From: [Lil]
Subject: Valentine's Gift??

I suck at this kinda stuff. What's the protocol for gifts for a guy you've been kinda seeing for a month, aren't sleeping with and who knows you've got a husband in another country?

- Lil

PS: It totally sucks that YOU are the one that I have to ask.

Comments

[x-empath.livejournal.com]

To:[Lillian]
From:[Manuel]
Subject: Lingerie shopping would be interesting

Why resist it? It would make separation that much more bareable.

Try Maker's Mark. It's some poorly made whisky that he appears to love.

-Manuel

[x-diamondlil.livejournal.com]

To: [Manuel]
From: [Lil]
Subject: I am NOT going lingerie shopping with YOU

Because I just got outta a 7 year long relationship and I'm not gonna jump into bed for a quick fuck with the first man who shows any interest in me, that's why. Any other reasons we have are none of your fucking business.

Thank you for the suggestion. I will look into it.

- Lil

[x-empath.livejournal.com]

To:[Lillian]
From:[Manuel]
Subject: Why does that make me smug?

You need to get over the first before you do the second.

-Manuel

[x-diamondlil.livejournal.com]

To: [Manuel]
From: [Lil]
Subject: Because you're an ass.

What the fuck is that supposed to mean??

- Lil

[x-empath.livejournal.com]

To:[Lillian]
From:[Manuel]
Subject: Because I painfully point out a truth you do not like

You are very sensitive to talk about your marriage. Whatever demons you have with that must be solved or it will carry on into whatever it is that you have going on with Bishop. The fact that you do not merely spark but you blaze with fury at the mention of your marriage is evidence of that.

-Manuel

[x-diamondlil.livejournal.com]

To: [Manuel]
From: [Lil]
Subject: I'm gonna painfully point you.

I asked you for gift suggestions not relationship advice and am not having this conversation with you over email. Or ever, in fact.

- Lil

[x-empath.livejournal.com]

To:[Lillian]
From:[Manuel]
Subject: I am sure you will

There is my point.

-Manuel

[x-diamondlil.livejournal.com]

To: [Manuel]
From: [Lil]
Subject: Fuck you.

My marriage and its demons are my business and only concern me, my husband and whoever else we are involved with, none of which are you so fuck off. I don't need marital counseling from you and I sure as hell don't fucking want it.

- Lil

[x-empath.livejournal.com]

To:[Lillian]
From:[Manuel]
Subject: calm down

Calm yourself. You are far too angry in this and about what? Me questioning a marriage that no longer is? This makes me thankful I am able to shield.

-Manuel