E-Mail to Yvette

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To: [Yvette]
From: [Kevin]
Subject: I'm Sorry

Yes, we're together. And I was planning to tell you myself not have you find out on the journals. Really. It's just that I'm dense and I didn't entirely put together how people would take that exchange and that they would put together, well, what you did.

I'm really sorry, Yvette, I should've thought first before I said anything public that you'd see.

Kevin

Comments

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To: [Kevin]
From: [Yvette]

Dear kevin,

It is fine. I was just surprised, that is all. I hope you will be happy with Mr. Beaubier.

From,

Yvette.

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To: [Yvette]
From: [Kevin]

If you were fine you wouldn't be writing me e-mail like it's a letter to the editor. Look, I can't help who I've got feelings for, but you're the most important person in my life. Seriously, hands down. I don't know anyone else I'd be willing to protect and I've never used my mutation like I did on the train for anyone else the way I did for you.

I really am sorry if I made you sad. I didn't mean to and I don't know how to fix it. But I don't wanna be the reason you're sad. Ever.

Kevin

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To: [Kevin]
From: [Yvette]

I do not know what I am supposed to say. I know you cannot control the matters of the heart. I know this very well. I know you care about me, but I was hoping that one day it would not be like the little sister. That is not to happen now you are with Mr. Beaubier, but it will take the time for me to, how you say? Get over it. So do not worry about making me sad. It is just me having the silly crush and it is not your fault.

Yvette.

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To: [Yvette]
From: [Kevin]

Look, I don't know what either of us are supposed to say. I'm trying to be honest and I know you are too and that's all we can do. I don't know what will happen with Jean-Paul and me. I thought me and Jay would be forever once and we know how that ended. I'm not saying that to lead you on or something, but I don't want you thinking that all things are permanent. I don't want you feeling defeated because this thing happened that took away something you wanted. Maybe you'll get over it and you won't know why you liked me like that in the first place anymore. Maybe I'll fall for you and you'll run off and be with someone else.

I just don't want you to end up thinking you're defective. Because sometimes people start thinking that and it's not true, okay? 'Cause you're beautiful and you're amazing and I'm totally lost without you. And that's true. I'm sorry I don't see you the way you want me to see you. If I could I would. I'd give you everything you ever wanted if it was mine to give but I dunno how to give you this.

And I hate knowing I made you sad. Even if it's not my fault totally because I didn't give you the crush, well, I still knew you had it and I should've figured out a way to keep you from getting hurt. 'Cause you don't deserve it. You don't ever deserve to be sad.

Kevin

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To: [Kevin]
From: [Yvette]]

I will be fine, Kevin. Please, do not feel bad about me. You have the new relationship, you should be happy, yes?

Maybe one day I will find someone. But for now, I will try to think of other things, because I am tired of feeling disappointed. Even the other Untouchables have better romantic luck than I!

Yvette.

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To: [Yvette]
From: [Kevin]

I'm not sure Cammie counts as having "romantic luck."

So if I ask if there's anything I can do to make you feel a little better does that just make it worse?

Kevin

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To: [Kevin]
From: [Yvette]

Cammie and Manuel were happy with each other and cared about each other, in their fashion. It is more than I have had, yes?

There is nothing that will make this sad feelinig go away - it is something that I need the time for. Do no worry, Kevin. I will be fine. I am told that teenage crushes go away as fast as they come.

Yvette.