Last night didn't go so great. After spending hours looking for Topaz with the others, I tried to talk to Quentin after that whole thing with Maya and...well, it went awful. I lost it. Stomped off.
(1)Maya thing? (2)Actually, I dunno if I even wanna know. That girl has a chip on her shoulder the size of earth. And Quentin.... he's just impossible in general. (3) surprised you didn't slap him. I always wanna slap him
[1/3] On the all call from Amanda for the search party for Topaz things got....heated. [2/3] Even if he can be an ass, underneath all of that he's not as bad as he seems. He's been through a lot. And I think he gets wrapped up in his pain and doesn't want to let anyone in. He's been acting reckless. More so than usual. [3/3] I let him get to me. Normally I don't. And yeah, I'm kinda mad, at both of us. Him for his stubborn, pigheadedness, and me for not standing my ground.
(1) and now I feel super shitty that I missed the Topaz thing too. Was wondering why the library was closed. (2) some people, you just can't help. They don't want it, and there's literally nothing you can do :( are you ok? Apologizing to him wld just start shit again
(1/4) Amanda and the others found her, luckily. But I don't think it went very well. The tension's thick throughout the entire mansion. I can feel it. (2/4) I don't want to believe that. It's my fault he died in the first place. That he's going through this. He doesn't think life's worth living anymore. I can't just....do nothing. Not if he's a risk to himself. (3/4) But he just makes me so goddamn angry sometimes. Says I want to be a messiah. I don't know. Maybe I should let him cool off. He said he'd been talking to Haller. (4/4) Damnit.
(1/2) I don't know. Maybe it's because I keep trying too hard to help him, and everyone else. (2/2) Maybe. Ugh, I need a beer. You up for heading to Harry's?
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(2)Actually, I dunno if I even wanna know. That girl has a chip on her shoulder the size of earth. And Quentin.... he's just impossible in general.
(3) surprised you didn't slap him. I always wanna slap him
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[2/3] Even if he can be an ass, underneath all of that he's not as bad as he seems. He's been through a lot. And I think he gets wrapped up in his pain and doesn't want to let anyone in. He's been acting reckless. More so than usual.
[3/3] I let him get to me. Normally I don't. And yeah, I'm kinda mad, at both of us. Him for his stubborn, pigheadedness, and me for not standing my ground.
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(2) some people, you just can't help. They don't want it, and there's literally nothing you can do :( are you ok? Apologizing to him wld just start shit again
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(2/4) I don't want to believe that. It's my fault he died in the first place. That he's going through this. He doesn't think life's worth living anymore. I can't just....do nothing. Not if he's a risk to himself.
(3/4) But he just makes me so goddamn angry sometimes. Says I want to be a messiah. I don't know. Maybe I should let him cool off. He said he'd been talking to Haller.
(4/4) Damnit.
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(2) some people like to push buttons
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(2/2) Maybe. Ugh, I need a beer. You up for heading to Harry's?
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(2) aiight. Let me find pants. Meet you downstairs in 10?
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(2/2) No need to dress up on my account. ;) Yeah, I'll be in the lobby.