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Amanda Sefton ([personal profile] xp_daytripper) wrote in [community profile] xp_communication2004-03-04 11:45 am

Email to Marie

To: D'Ancato, Marie
From: Sefton, Amanda

Subject: (none)

I'm not safe to be around, that's why I've been telling people to sod off. Figured making them mad would work better than asking them nicely. But I've got stuff happening that can't be fixed, and it's going to hurt other people if they don't get clear. So I'm asking - get clear. There's darkness in me an I can't stop it from hurting people and I don't want that to happen again.

Please don't make me hurt you, because I can't do that to you again, only you're making me need too if you don't let it go. I can't trust meself any more, an that means you can't either an I can't be responsible for what I might do to you when I need can't help it. This ain't one of those cries for help. I'm serious. Just leave me alone, please, for your own sake. There's only a week before I go, I can hang on til then.

A.

PS: Look after Angelo for me? I said some things and he's not in a good place right now.

[identity profile] x-rogue.livejournal.com 2004-03-03 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll take my chances, Amanda. I'll look in on Skin, I'll warn the others off, but evil inside? I've got some of my own and I'm not backing off, not without a clear talk on this. When we talk, then I'll get away if it needs doing.