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[x-lexington.livejournal.com]

From [Lex]
To [Lil]

Subject: Not so fun anymore.

Look Lil, I'm sorry that I'm not as alright with this whole "I have an estranged husband" thing as I said last night. It's not something I've ever dealt with before and I knew I needed a someplace to blow off steam. If you were that upset with me because I couldn't tell you how confused I was, then you should have emailed me or come and found me... cause in telling the whole mansion you've made half of them see me as a sexual deviant who will flip if he doesn't get laid, and the other half thing I'm on some kind of power trip. (Though I'll be the first to admit that I have a problem letting challenges slide.)

If you want to talk this over like civilized adults then meet me out at the lake around sunset. I'll be there, with a twelve pack of Bass. We can talk over this honestly or you can yell at me for being a complete dick. I'm fine with both.

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[x-diamondlil.livejournal.com]

To: [Lex]
From: [Lil]
Subject: whatever, Sparky

You were the one who acted like everything was fine when riding on Mist, getting handsy as we drove then came back and announced you had to go kill things! You gotta problem with me being separated from my husband, that's perfectly fine and understandable but when you declare you're taking over the woods and threaten people then, yeah, you're the one who's gotta work things out. I am at a stage where I am comfortable with my status 'cause it ain't gonna change anytime soon. Fun is fun; I'm not the one who deflated on the garage floor and then felt the need to go kill things.

Keep your beer. Or find someone else to drink it with. I have work tonight and won't be there.

- Lil

[x-lexington.livejournal.com]

From [Lex]
To [Lil]
Subject: Really?

I didn't threaten anyone. I simply asked for them to give me a wide berth, and as for last night... I didn't do shit during the ride, cause I was thinking of how fucked up what I was doing really was. So yeah, I didn't have a fucking problem with it while riding Mist, and I didn't really have a problem with you until you decided to air our grievances to everyone. Acknowledging that I'm having difficulties dealing with the first girl I've seriously liked in a long time being taken was possibly the simplest hint to you that we might have needed to talk more (once I'd worked things out for myself). Now... if you are just going to ignore me, then do it. When you cool down, I'll be around trying to find a way out of this hole that we've dug me.

[x-diamondlil.livejournal.com]

To: [Lex]
From: [Lil]
Subject: Yeah

Woah, seriously liked? Seriously liked?? You've known me for like a week! Wanting to fuck is one thing, looking for a relationship is another, bud, and one I am NOT interested in. I've got enough shit to deal with with machine men to add more from you.

I ain't ignoring you. I have a job, I have work I need to do at Harry's and I ain't gonna skip it for a 12pack at sunset. Any hole that was dug was caused by you holding the shovel.

- Lil