Betsy's Goodbye (automatic set email)
Jul. 19th, 2013 01:58 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
Jim,
If you've received this letter, then that means I haven't updated the settings in over a week. If that's the case, the only way that would've happened is that I'm gone... and the likelihood of my resurrection is nonexistent.
I'm so sorry.
I don't know how much you know or have had the time to process but please believe me, this is was not the way I wanted it to end. I wanted to grow old with you, with my aged, possibly botox'd, hands in yours, knowing this is exactly where I wanted to be -- forever.
I've known something like this would happen since Genosha. I haven't felt right since then but after a few months, I knew it wouldn't kill me. As the days wore on, I thought it would. The only thing that kept me from letting go, from giving up, was you. After that night at the Court, and I saw how close that knife came to ending your life, I couldn't let go not until I knew you were safe.
You've come so far in such a short amount of time and at least now, I can let go without worrying about you. To know that you will continue to go on, to live your life, to grow old, and to love again. It's all I want for you, it's all I can hope for now.
Know that I will love you to the end and beyond. Be happy, my love. I know I am... now, that it's over.
Eternally yours,
Elisabeth Braddock
If you've received this letter, then that means I haven't updated the settings in over a week. If that's the case, the only way that would've happened is that I'm gone... and the likelihood of my resurrection is nonexistent.
I'm so sorry.
I don't know how much you know or have had the time to process but please believe me, this is was not the way I wanted it to end. I wanted to grow old with you, with my aged, possibly botox'd, hands in yours, knowing this is exactly where I wanted to be -- forever.
I've known something like this would happen since Genosha. I haven't felt right since then but after a few months, I knew it wouldn't kill me. As the days wore on, I thought it would. The only thing that kept me from letting go, from giving up, was you. After that night at the Court, and I saw how close that knife came to ending your life, I couldn't let go not until I knew you were safe.
You've come so far in such a short amount of time and at least now, I can let go without worrying about you. To know that you will continue to go on, to live your life, to grow old, and to love again. It's all I want for you, it's all I can hope for now.
Know that I will love you to the end and beyond. Be happy, my love. I know I am... now, that it's over.
Eternally yours,
Elisabeth Braddock