Email to Lorna Dane
Feb. 24th, 2004 01:29 amTo: Dane, Lorna
From: Ramsey, Doug
Subject: Angst
Lorna-
Sorry about the angst. It's just, y'know, still working on not feeling incredibly guilty about what happened. I dunno if Alison told you, but I practically climbed the headboard of my bed when she came in to help Jamie and Angie look after me. I was scared that she was angry at me for what had happened to you. And then she had to sit on me again to get me to stop calling her 'Ms. Blaire'.
Doctor Samson is really helping me with everything. I'll try not to be as meddlesome as your roommate, but I definitely recommend him. I know he thinks I should talk to people about what happened, but I guess I'm still kinda hiding behind email. So don't be surprised if he asks you to come sit in and talk to me.
Anyways, I guess this has rambled on enough. I hope you can forgive me. I've been having kind of a hard time forgiving myself.
-Doug
From: Ramsey, Doug
Subject: Angst
Lorna-
Sorry about the angst. It's just, y'know, still working on not feeling incredibly guilty about what happened. I dunno if Alison told you, but I practically climbed the headboard of my bed when she came in to help Jamie and Angie look after me. I was scared that she was angry at me for what had happened to you. And then she had to sit on me again to get me to stop calling her 'Ms. Blaire'.
Doctor Samson is really helping me with everything. I'll try not to be as meddlesome as your roommate, but I definitely recommend him. I know he thinks I should talk to people about what happened, but I guess I'm still kinda hiding behind email. So don't be surprised if he asks you to come sit in and talk to me.
Anyways, I guess this has rambled on enough. I hope you can forgive me. I've been having kind of a hard time forgiving myself.
-Doug
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Date: 2004-02-23 11:05 pm (UTC)From: Dane, Lorna
Subject: Re: Angst
Doug,
I've seen Samson, actually. Twice. With an option for more.
He told me that I'm supposed to be honest with people and not bottle up my emotions so I guess that means I should tell you that, well, it's not you that scared me. It wasn't you that made me so upset and it's not you that I hate right now.
So...yeah, forgiveness is yours if you want it.
--Lorna