Date: 2010-05-05 03:19 am (UTC)
To: [Yvette]
From: [Kevin]

Look, I don't know what either of us are supposed to say. I'm trying to be honest and I know you are too and that's all we can do. I don't know what will happen with Jean-Paul and me. I thought me and Jay would be forever once and we know how that ended. I'm not saying that to lead you on or something, but I don't want you thinking that all things are permanent. I don't want you feeling defeated because this thing happened that took away something you wanted. Maybe you'll get over it and you won't know why you liked me like that in the first place anymore. Maybe I'll fall for you and you'll run off and be with someone else.

I just don't want you to end up thinking you're defective. Because sometimes people start thinking that and it's not true, okay? 'Cause you're beautiful and you're amazing and I'm totally lost without you. And that's true. I'm sorry I don't see you the way you want me to see you. If I could I would. I'd give you everything you ever wanted if it was mine to give but I dunno how to give you this.

And I hate knowing I made you sad. Even if it's not my fault totally because I didn't give you the crush, well, I still knew you had it and I should've figured out a way to keep you from getting hurt. 'Cause you don't deserve it. You don't ever deserve to be sad.

Kevin
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