Email to Shinobi:
Sep. 15th, 2004 12:26 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
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to: [pretty-mine]
from: [yours]
I should stop sitting down here by myself. There's nothing to stop me from thinking, especially when Oscar's sleeping (I guess I wore him out earlier).
We once joked about us being the least melodramatic couple in the house. After today I'm pretty sure that's cause I have no melodramatics left after dealing with the rest of the house. At this point, I couldn't be melodramatic at you even if I wanted to. I hadn't wanted to pick a fight today, and I know it was stupid to go into Scott's journal and do what I did, but I guess I wasn't thinking again. Go figure, huh.
But what I did say was true, for the most part. There are very few people here that I would actually trust my life with. I'm certainly not going to treat this place like the best thing that ever happened to me, because regardless of what they think, it isn't. I could leave tomorrow, and though I'd miss some of the people here this place is not the end-all and be-all of my existence. That's what I've got home for.
But..... I had a point when I started this.
Right. Thank you for putting up with me. And for not kicking my sorry ass to the curb every time I end up in a screaming match with somebody here. I'm sure it gets pretty tempting sometimes.
-Yours.
from: [yours]
I should stop sitting down here by myself. There's nothing to stop me from thinking, especially when Oscar's sleeping (I guess I wore him out earlier).
We once joked about us being the least melodramatic couple in the house. After today I'm pretty sure that's cause I have no melodramatics left after dealing with the rest of the house. At this point, I couldn't be melodramatic at you even if I wanted to. I hadn't wanted to pick a fight today, and I know it was stupid to go into Scott's journal and do what I did, but I guess I wasn't thinking again. Go figure, huh.
But what I did say was true, for the most part. There are very few people here that I would actually trust my life with. I'm certainly not going to treat this place like the best thing that ever happened to me, because regardless of what they think, it isn't. I could leave tomorrow, and though I'd miss some of the people here this place is not the end-all and be-all of my existence. That's what I've got home for.
But..... I had a point when I started this.
Right. Thank you for putting up with me. And for not kicking my sorry ass to the curb every time I end up in a screaming match with somebody here. I'm sure it gets pretty tempting sometimes.
-Yours.