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To: [Moonstar, Danielle]
From: [A random free Yahoo account]

Subject: Hey Dani, it's Karen.

Look I know I'm probably the last person you want to see an e-mail from waiting for you in your mail box but, I have something very important I need to ask you. Last weekend there was an FOH rally, that me parents and brother went to. I went to the mall. Well, they didn't come home untill way after midnight, and Josh later then that. The next day, one of his best friends, Tommy Jones, went missing. Today, I overheard Josh bragging to some of his new 'friends' that a boy manifested at the rally and after he'd been beaten to death, he and some of his friends dumped the body outside your school. I can't help but think it was Tommy since he disappeared the same day.

I know I probably have no right to ask this, but is he, ya know...really dead like Josh says? The kid may have been an ass now that I look back on it but he was still like another little brother to me.

That isn't the only thing I wanted to ask. I also wanted to know if you've delivered your baby or not yet...I want to know how your doing in general. I just really needed the courage to finally e-mail you.

I miss going to Tai Chi and being friends.

I hope to hear from you, but if not, I understand.

Karen

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to: Karen
from: Danielle
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I hadn't expected to hear from you again. I don't know anything about anyone missing, although, I was at the rally. HeliX had a table a little ways away. fyi: you all feel like dirty ashtrays. that's disgusting.

I had the baby...and gave it up for adoption. so life continues.

so go to tai chi, I'm not stopping you. I'm not quitting either though. As for friends...you tried to get your friends to beat me up. pregnant or not, that's not what friends do. think about what you believe and why and think about what this country was founded on. THEN email me again about friendship.

Dani

PS: nothing worth doing is easy.

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[x-traitor.livejournal.com]

To Danielle
From Karen

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I deaserved that. All of it. And you have no idea how much I have thought about that night and regretted it. I am truely and honestly sorry. For everything.

I will see you on Wednesday then.

Karen

PS I said this wasn't easy for me to do, but I am. I'm going against my entire life and family. That should say something.

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to: Karen
from: Danielle

Karen, you're not a bad person. You're doing what you think is best and that's all people can usually do.

When you throw a stone into a pond, it breaks the surface of the water, causes ripples, sinks to the bottom, and the ripples stop. but the stone is still there, despite the fact that the surface is calm again. the pond is forever changed.

See you Wednesday.

Dani

PS: if you have problems with your friends or family, let me know and we'll see what we can do to help. going against everything you know is hard - I've been trying to fight it for almost a year now and all I've managed to do is frustrate myself and get angry.