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To: ((Jamiejamiejamie))
From: ((Angie))
Subject: Dreams.



I have said before that I would tell people the minute I had odd dreams about them, and while I find myself doing that now - this was so surreal that I feel just a bit silly telling you. I am not sure if this is significant or not, though I -did- have insomnia very badly last night.

I was observing some sort of gladitorial arena, I believe. It looked a bit like a stadium, with stone benches - at least, in the first part of the dream. The setting changed later, which seems to be normal for any of my dreams, precognitive or not. I am not sure if there was no crowd, or if the crowd was silent - I honestly do not remember, though I definitly had a sense of feeling un-alone, if that makes any kind of sense.

At first, I thought I was watching gladiators fight - and I suppose I might have been at first, but then as I watched, it become very obvious that you were fighting, and that your opponent was you.

At some point while I was watching, I became aware that half the 'arena', and I only call it an arena, because I am still not sure what I saw, was gone, or had changed, and then there was a roar, and the crowd from the stands, and I am -still- not quite certain they were NOT there before, but I became aware of them at that moment, all rushed to the bottom of the arena to fight.

They were -all- you, and you were fighting them, but whenever you hit one, and it fell, it would .. fade, like one of my images, and then two more would rise out of the ground where it fell.

I am not sure who won - it became very hard to keep track of the you that I had decided was you - the whole dream had a very strange quality, the colors were washed out and faded, and I have no idea if that is significant or not.

I am .. not sure if it will help, but I could try a reading, and see if I can figure out anythnig else. I feel so silly asking, I am not sure. It just seems like such a odd and silly thing to suggest sometimes.

~Angie

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To: {Angie}
From: {Jamie}
Subject: Re: Dreams.

Okay, that's a lot freakier than mayonnnaise. Maybe it's symbolic, or something, and I'm going to start . . . I dunno, having massive inner conflict so I fit in around here? :)

. . . Not as funny as it was in my head, that. I think . . . yeah, if you don't mind, if you think a reading would help, go for it. Do you just do them, or should I be there when you do, or what?

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To: ((Jamiejamiejamie))
From: ((Angie))
Subject Re: Dreams

I .. have no idea if it is symbolic. Sometimes they are, sometimes not, and I think sometimes my brain just gives me random things and tries to confuse me on purpose. No cheese dreams though. If I have cheese dreams, I am going to blame Doug.

I can do a reading without you here. I can do one with you here. I am not sure if it changes the results, because the only person I have done regular readings for both when present and not present is Doug, and I am told that is not "viable as a statistic".

That reminds me, I have to get those stock picks to Kitty again. I am never doing an expirement again this close to the end of the school year.

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To: {Angie}
From: {Jamie}
Subject: Re: Dreams.

Blaming Doug is always a fun way to go. That's gotta be the most annoying part of your power, I guess, the not being able to figure it out. Unless it's the insomnia. Or the headaches. Y'know, you kinda got screwed.

I'm kinda curious what they're like, on top of all the wanting to find out more about the freaky-dream-in-which-I-am-Russell-Crowe-and-Joaquin-Phoenix-and-thirty-thousand-computer-generated-Romans, so . . . you free this afternoon, or is it too soon, or what?

You just got infected with overachiever cooties, that's all. Or else I've been hanging around the kids too much. :)

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To: ((Jamiejamiejamie))
From: ((Angie))
Subject: Re: Dreams

I find that if it is at all related to my watching American television, and referencing it, that it is usually Doug's fault. On the other hand, he has good taste in television shows.

My precognition is not half as annoying as Nathan's must be for him. I keep trying to console myself, and the headaches and insomnia are getting better, thankfully.

I am free as soon as I finish this next essay in the series of endless essays I have to write between now and the end of May. I would blame overachiever cooties, but I really was like this before, if you ignore that I passed Algebra by the skin of my teeth last semester.

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To: {Angie}
From: {Jamie}
Subject: Re: Dreams.

He does, yeah. I'm probably biased since we like a lot of the same shows, though.

And this is true, at least you don't see dead people all the time. I'd say he needs a Bruce Willis, but he kinda looks like Bruce Willis, in Die Hard anyway, so that's out.

You can still blame overachiever cooties. You're just a carrier instead of a victim. :) And hey, in future semesters you have a boyfriend who speaks math.

As long as you don't get distracted. That's the problem. I'd probably be getting a better grade in physics if tutoring sessions didn't get sidetracked so often. :)

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To: ((Jamiejamiejamie))
From: ((Angie))
Subject: Re: Dreams

He seems rather insistant that I understand the joys and wonders of Joss Wheadon. Not that I am complaining, mind you. I get snuggles on the sofa.

I have a boyfriend who speaks math and only one more math class that I am required to take.

If you want to get a reading, I finished my essay, and I will be in the music room for a bit, because I have to practice, and I would welcome a break.

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To: {Angie}
From: {Jamie}

Sofa snuggles are of the good. So is only one more required math class.

I'll be right down--was going to be down there pretty soon anyway if nobody else was, because I need to practice too and I haven't today.