Email to Dayspring, Nathan

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From: de la Rocha, Manuel
To: Dayspring, Nathan
Subject: Ethics

So what, precisely, is wrong with my ethics? They're supple enough to deal with changing realities, and ... well, that's all that really counts.

They're quite supple. I am growing adept at adapting them to changing circumstances. This is how things _should_ be.

Manuel

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No.

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No higher standards.

So you let the Askani, whoever they are, define you now? How very interesting. Have I been talking to you, or to them?

Is there even a difference anymore, if they've altered you so profoundly?

Maybe it is _YOU_ who needs the dampener around one wrist, Nathan, not I.

Manuel

you can't have it both ways...

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Either we're better, in which case we're expected to be better - stronger, more disciplined and more worthy of the distinction - or we're not.

And you've been talking to all of us, Manuel. Interesting: I don't think anyone else has twigged to that yet. But in all the things I've thought about you, I've never thought you weren't perceptive.

As for me wearing a dampener... a weak parry, Manuel. Very weak.

Nathan

Sure I can

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Power gives me that right.

Well, it seems that your ability to keep people who aren't even alive yet from punching your nose is an order of magnitude worse than my problem with keeping my time-contemporaries from doing it, isn't it?

Manuel

they're not punching my nose...

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I'm being transfigured, not invaded.

It's really kind of nifty. Care to take this offline? You could always come meet them.

Nathan

Pass, thanks.

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Not while I'm like this.

I'm trying to be me. I don't want to be them any more than I want to be you.

And there's scant difference between those two - just your perspective. Take it from someone who knows.

Manuel

your loss...

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But then, I'm sure we'll run into each other in the halls at some point. Happy thought.

Nathan

For you, perhaps.

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I'm trying very hard not to think about being invaded by beings who have no right to exist yet.

Manuel