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[x-velocidad.livejournal.com]

(1/4) Delete these when you get them
(2/4) I miss my dead ex-boyfriend's parents is that weird it seems weird
(3/4) There's nobody else I can talk to about this since my closest friend is dating his reincarnation now
(4/4) I regret sending these already but the universe is still here. So.

Comments

[x-traction.livejournal.com]

(1/4) Don't live with regret. Live your life so you don't have to deal with it.
(2/4) Also -- you mean you weren't okay with the Angel/Clint thing?!
(3/4) Did NO ONE ask you if that was okay?!?
(4/4) I don't know what to say. Do you want rational me or are we venting cuz we know no one else will ever read these msgs and being bitchy needs to happen?

[x-velocidad.livejournal.com]

(1/3) I don't think anyone has to ask
(2/3) I mean he's not the same person so I wasn't going to be mad3
(3/3) It's just weird

[x-traction.livejournal.com]

(1/2) No, but like..the idea is the same?! Bros before hos! ...brohos before one bro? Anyways. you know what I mean!
(2/2) You're allowed to be mad. You're allowed to any damn feeling you want to have. Miss who you want! They existed and now they don't and you remember so yeah.

(a few minutes later)

(1) And since you rarely text me anything more than 'food?' 'smoke?' 'drive?', then clearly, you're feeling something!!!

[x-velocidad.livejournal.com]

It's the fucking holidays. Makes me feel weird.

[x-traction.livejournal.com]

(1/2) It's the fucking shitty as weird world we live in. Makes me feel weird too. Bleh. What would make you feel better? Stretchy pants? Baileys hot chocolate? An orgy?

(2/2) I'm also gonna promise now not to meddle. I swear. I really really do promise.

[x-velocidad.livejournal.com]

I'll probably get pretty drunk at work and find somebody to go home with so I think I'll be good

[x-traction.livejournal.com]

<3, bb. If you need anything, let me know, k? I know we're not like super close or anything, but yah...ur totally not alone!!!!!!!!

[x-velocidad.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It's just the parents thing. Idk I needed to tell SOMEBODY

[x-traction.livejournal.com]

You can tell me anything, anytime. Missing people is normal. We all grieve in different ways, and it takes time. The only time it's 'weird' is if it affects your day to day living.