Email to April, Maya
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From: Forge
To: April
Subject: I gotta bail
April:
I'm so sorry but the shit in my head is getting louder and uglier and I gotta stop faffing around and go deal with it permanent-like. You know as well as I do I'm not sleeping well of late and while I fake it well, I'm just a mess right now. So I'm gonna go spend some serious time with Naze - between the two of us we should be able to get this all sorted.
It's gonna suuuuuck and a large part of it is gonna be isolation or Cheyenne personal time and satcomms are kinda frowned on out there, let alone cellphone towers.
If Naze'll allow it, maybe we can arrange for you to come out and visit. No promises.
-Forge
From: Forge
To: Maya
Subject: Time to go pay for my sins
Maya:
I'm gonna be incommunicado for a while. Heading back up to Cheyenne, gotta spend some serious time with Naze. This is gonna be ugly and whatever you hear, remember that ... yanno, fuck that. You have your own memories and when word inevitably gets back to you about the shit I've done, just try to look at me kindly, OK?
Fair journeys and stay safe.
-Forge
To: April
Subject: I gotta bail
April:
I'm so sorry but the shit in my head is getting louder and uglier and I gotta stop faffing around and go deal with it permanent-like. You know as well as I do I'm not sleeping well of late and while I fake it well, I'm just a mess right now. So I'm gonna go spend some serious time with Naze - between the two of us we should be able to get this all sorted.
It's gonna suuuuuck and a large part of it is gonna be isolation or Cheyenne personal time and satcomms are kinda frowned on out there, let alone cellphone towers.
If Naze'll allow it, maybe we can arrange for you to come out and visit. No promises.
-Forge
From: Forge
To: Maya
Subject: Time to go pay for my sins
Maya:
I'm gonna be incommunicado for a while. Heading back up to Cheyenne, gotta spend some serious time with Naze. This is gonna be ugly and whatever you hear, remember that ... yanno, fuck that. You have your own memories and when word inevitably gets back to you about the shit I've done, just try to look at me kindly, OK?
Fair journeys and stay safe.
-Forge
Email to Forge
Date: 2023-07-31 10:42 pm (UTC)I'm a little miffed you dipped out while I was at work but I get it. Last night and this morning make more sense now. Goodbyes suck, even if they're the "see you later" variety. I'm gonna punch you in the shoulder for that, next time I see you. The good shoulder. I'll be nice and pull it though.
Deal with your shit. I know it's been getting harder. Take the time you need, get healthy. I'll still be around in some form once you're better.
Ask Naze if you'll be able to get the occasional snail mail. I'm willing to write letters and send snacks on occasion. I'll miss you.
♥ UM