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From: Dayspring, Nathan
Subject: Manuel
In retrospect, I suppose you were probably hinting at this when we spoke on Tuesday morning, but I don't think I was quite ready to hear it at that point. I'm ready to admit it now, though.
I'm no longer capable of serving as Manuel's tutor. There is some question in my mind as to whether I ever should have been in that role, but what's done is done - at the very least, I don't think I've done him much in the way of actual harm, even if the amount of good I've managed to do is questionable at best.
In terms of his empathy, between the Askani and Loki, his shielding at least is in order and I don't believe the Mirror is going to be making a reappearance anytime soon. Even if we hadn't already discussed what a bad idea it would be, after my experiences this past month, for me to be actively involved in his practice of his empathy, you would still be a better person to evaluate that element of his progress. I'll leave it in your hands and limit myself to supplying the Askani if you want to consult with them.
Academically, he has made an effort this summer, even with the sometimes-literal kicking and screaming. I would grade him at around a C-. If he has plans to take a full course load this year, he's almost certainly going to require further remedial help, especially with his reading.
Physically speaking, he's probably in the best shape he's ever been, but again, that's a relic of Asgard. I'd suggest that he be encouraged to take the self-defense class this year, but that's just a suggestion. I'm not even sure what's motivating it - 'I have a feeling' is a pretty weak justification, but that's about it.
I'll speak to him, of course, once you and I have talked. I'm almost positive there's a way for his empathy lessons with the Askani to continue, even without me - they've certainly proven they can survive for days on end on the astral plane. But I'm done, Charles. I've taken this as far as I can go with it, and as much as part of me is regarding it as a personal failure, I think I have to stop. If I want to get my own life put back together in the shape I want it to be, the energy I've been pouring into Manuel all summer has to be directed elsewhere.
I'm at your disposal to discuss this further.
Nathan
From: Dayspring, Nathan
Subject: Manuel
In retrospect, I suppose you were probably hinting at this when we spoke on Tuesday morning, but I don't think I was quite ready to hear it at that point. I'm ready to admit it now, though.
I'm no longer capable of serving as Manuel's tutor. There is some question in my mind as to whether I ever should have been in that role, but what's done is done - at the very least, I don't think I've done him much in the way of actual harm, even if the amount of good I've managed to do is questionable at best.
In terms of his empathy, between the Askani and Loki, his shielding at least is in order and I don't believe the Mirror is going to be making a reappearance anytime soon. Even if we hadn't already discussed what a bad idea it would be, after my experiences this past month, for me to be actively involved in his practice of his empathy, you would still be a better person to evaluate that element of his progress. I'll leave it in your hands and limit myself to supplying the Askani if you want to consult with them.
Academically, he has made an effort this summer, even with the sometimes-literal kicking and screaming. I would grade him at around a C-. If he has plans to take a full course load this year, he's almost certainly going to require further remedial help, especially with his reading.
Physically speaking, he's probably in the best shape he's ever been, but again, that's a relic of Asgard. I'd suggest that he be encouraged to take the self-defense class this year, but that's just a suggestion. I'm not even sure what's motivating it - 'I have a feeling' is a pretty weak justification, but that's about it.
I'll speak to him, of course, once you and I have talked. I'm almost positive there's a way for his empathy lessons with the Askani to continue, even without me - they've certainly proven they can survive for days on end on the astral plane. But I'm done, Charles. I've taken this as far as I can go with it, and as much as part of me is regarding it as a personal failure, I think I have to stop. If I want to get my own life put back together in the shape I want it to be, the energy I've been pouring into Manuel all summer has to be directed elsewhere.
I'm at your disposal to discuss this further.
Nathan
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