Text to Alani Ryan

[xp_cannonball]

[1/7] Hey Alani
[2/7] You know Clint right? 
[3/7] 6'4, beautiful, enjoyed my cooking, helped me move 
[4/7] So hypothetically 
[5/7] HYPOTHETICALLY 
[6/7] if he was to have implied that he'd have sex with me for his birthday
[7/7] would that be a bad idea? 
A moment later
[1/1] Clint seems like he'd be cool about the 'never been with a man before'

Comments

[xp_loa]

[1/4] We're acquainted
[2/4] I would never say /bad/, because, it's your life you should do what you want and be happy
[3/4] I think he'd be cool with it too
[4/4] Aaaaand I will say, I know a couple that talk to you about guys and specifically sex with guys from guys
5 Minutes Later
[1/2] If that's what you want!
[2/2] Never here to judge or pass things off, but I'm not exactly equipped for that talk, though I can offer you lube and condoms of the latex and latex-free variety.

[xp_cannonball]

[1/4] I mean, I know how sex works, that's not really the issue here
[2/4] It's more - okay so
[3/4] My first gf was older than me and kinda....the worst to me? And it just hit me that Clint is older than me?
[4/4] and he's NOTHING like her, not even a lil but my brain is being stupid

[xp_loa]

[1/3] Okay, so, sorry, I said "acquainted" kinda as a joke, because I do know him, and Clint's a good guy. I wanted to say that before I say this next thing.
[2/3] Your brain isn't stupid, but sometimes when we've been hurt we try to stop ourselves from doing things that might be good for us because we're afraid of being hurt again.
[3/3] I'm not saying this is your problem at all, but taking a deep breath and step back is important too. Like, I had sex really young looking back, and I kinda regret it? But also I know myself a lot better now, and I try to use that moving forward. And if I can help you, I want to
A Minute Later
[1/3] ALSO SORRY, I didn't mean to imply you didn't know how sex worked so much as
[2/3] The couple I know are a pair of guys
[3/3] If you wanted to talk to some guys about sex with guys

[xp_cannonball]

[1/4] Don't date musicians Alani
[2/4] Some sorta cosmic joke that she had a hit that's still played on the radio
[3/4] I know Clint's a good guy, he actually cares about my siblings when I talk about them
[4/4] I also ain't 16 dating a 21 year old no more, it's been ten years, my brain's finished developing

[xp_loa]

[1/2] You're right, your brain has finished developing, and you have pretty cool sounding siblings, so of course Clint would actually pay attention.
[2/2] And, I'm at the mansion if you wanna take me up on condoms, I won't even explain to you how you put them on and will spare you my entire "safe sex" talk that I give at the center

[xp_cannonball]

[1/2] well…nothin’s gonna happen until he’s back from a mission
[2/2] thanks Alani