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Feb. 15th, 2005 04:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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To: [kobaro]
From: [sorgin]
I know you wanted me to stay with you tonight, but I just couldn't, not after that dvd. After getting my hand seen to and cleaning myself and the room up, I'm a bit calmer, but I'm still too bloody twitchy, and you don't need that.
You asked, before, why it was you were still alive, after all you'd done and all you'd had done to you. I couldn't answer very well then, what with the whole fit of hysterics and all, but I've been thinking about it while I've been watching you sleep. You're here 'cause you're a survivor, because there's something in you that wouldn't be beaten, no matter what was done to you. And 'cause even with the awful things you did, there was still a part of you that wanted to be better than what you'd been taught. Those things are important, and I hope you hang onto them.
You also said Alphonso could only wreck us if we let him, and I don't want to let that happen. I'm going down for a nap in my study in the library, given Angie's probably got Doug over in our room, but I'll come by later, check how you're doing. I'll even bring food, since you probably won't feel up to getting it yourself.
Love you,
Amanda.
From: [sorgin]
I know you wanted me to stay with you tonight, but I just couldn't, not after that dvd. After getting my hand seen to and cleaning myself and the room up, I'm a bit calmer, but I'm still too bloody twitchy, and you don't need that.
You asked, before, why it was you were still alive, after all you'd done and all you'd had done to you. I couldn't answer very well then, what with the whole fit of hysterics and all, but I've been thinking about it while I've been watching you sleep. You're here 'cause you're a survivor, because there's something in you that wouldn't be beaten, no matter what was done to you. And 'cause even with the awful things you did, there was still a part of you that wanted to be better than what you'd been taught. Those things are important, and I hope you hang onto them.
You also said Alphonso could only wreck us if we let him, and I don't want to let that happen. I'm going down for a nap in my study in the library, given Angie's probably got Doug over in our room, but I'll come by later, check how you're doing. I'll even bring food, since you probably won't feel up to getting it yourself.
Love you,
Amanda.