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To: [Mandy]
From: [Tinkerbell]

Subject: Photos.

I've asked him to get rid of any copies he has, an I certainly am not keeping any. Dude, he mentioned them on Paige's journal pretty much for anyone to see. It was either make a joke out of it, or get all huffy and indignant. Considerin' he's right and I was fully participant when they were taken, huffy and indignant would have been stupid.

I won't cringe and cower every time this gets brought up.

I'm sorry I hurt you, okay? I'm sorry that my way of dealing with the evidence hurt you now. What's done is done, can't be undone. I'm not looking to get back into his pants, or come between you two.

*sighs*

~Jubilee.

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To: [lee]
From: [amanda]

There was one really easy way to deal with it, y'know? Email him, tell him to get rid of them. I didn't have to lnow any details, or watch the two of you romp down memory lane, or get my nose rubbed in the fact that once again, I don't look like the rest of you with my clothes off. I'm learning to deal with the scars, but you know what? It's not been such a fucking good week for me. Pete's fuck knows where doing fuck knows what, and I don't know if he's even in one piece or not. I've had some lovely flashback dreams about having a gun held to my head from the last time this place was invaded. And I've been taking care of Moira, trying to make sure she doesn't overwork herself dealing with McCoy's mystery brain drain, and making sure Remy actually eats sometimes while he's doing whatever the fuck it is he's doing in Pete's office, and you know what? It's not about you feeling okay about what you did and not cringing. It's about having some fucking tact for once in your clueless bloody life.

A.