E-mails to Amanda and Forge

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To: [Amanda]

From: [Jubilee]

Subject:

Hey,

*grins* No, I won't stop using that subject line. Least not till I know for sure you've forgiven me anyhow.

Thanks for sticking up for me today, although what I said was probably due to a misconception of how big the attitude was.

Alison asked me why I thought everyone was unhappy about Jean being back. And the truth is, I didn't think 'everyone' was. Just seemed like suddenly my roommates were either silent, like Kitty or with Paige, listening to music, silent and giving off this really weird vibe. Since it was so close to Jean being back, sort of jumped to conclusions and thought maybe it wasn't just my roommates being moody or such. Especially after Betsy left so soon after...Although, that was sure to have been another coincidence. Although didn't someone say they saw Betsy and Jean shouting at each other? Gah, I will not gossip. (Bad Jube. Bad.) Probably would have been 100 times better just asking them what the hell was wrong instead of making oblique journal posts about it. (Funny how it was my way of getting a question answered and getting people talking without causing problems but it caused problems anyway.)

Still, least it got people talking and it sucked that Scott got hurt but I kinda talked to him too and I think we're okay. (Well, as much as Scott and I ever are. Which kinda sucks cause I do respect him, just never really know how to 'talk' to him. It's not like with Hank.)

Why am I suddenly being so open with you? Guess I'm coming to realise if I want to be a friend, I've sort of got to let go of the defensiveness, ya know? Not think that anything I say to someone is gonna be taken and used. And well, Hank was telling me if I let people know that it really is cause I don't know something, rather then me just being dumb, that maybe they'll explain instead of yelling. So, thought I'd try it on you first, ya know?

Anyway, that's it. Enough babbling from me tonight.

Thanks again, for saying what you said.

~J.



To: [Forge]
From: [Jubilee]

Subject:

Hey Dude,

Not sure if they make these for rabbits but I was wondering if you could think of some kinda hamster style ball design so that Georgina could run around without me bein' worried that she'll get stuck somewhere. Feel kinda bad that she's stuck in her cage so much lately.

Okay, so not exactly the kind of project you take to a genius but you know.

J.

Comments

Reply to Jubilee

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To: [lee]
From: [trouble]

Wasn't anything to do with you. Just sick of the bloody two-faced attitudes around here. People'll be all nice to you, say you're their mate, and then you find out they actually hate your guts. And all this pretend nice makes me sick to my stomach.

And no, doesn't mean I'm talking to you again either. So you can lay off the bloody emails already.

A.

Re: Reply to Jubilee

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To: [Trouble]
From: [Lee]

Congratulations, you've completely managed to lose me. Who exactly pretended to be your friend? And why exactly would anyone pretend friendship?

Never really understood that, you know. Seems to me friendship is hard, not something I'd choose to muck around with.

And, nope, don't think I will lay off the e-mails. Got you replying now, don't I? So that's progress.

Can't stop now that I have progress, can I?

J.