Emails to Alison and Manuel
Apr. 24th, 2005 12:30 am![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
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To: [firefly]
From: [he of the still-spinning head]
Subject: I could have told you...
...how effective properly-arranged, large amounts of pillows could be. Months ago.
Also. Esther. I know I told you about how much it bothered me, not to know my mother's name. Now I do.
Nathan
To: [Manuel]
From: [Nathan]
Subject: not sure if you have your laptop with you in the Box...
... but whenever you do see this, please try and remember what I said?
I won't ask you again to tell me whether or not it was a request. If for no other reason than the fact that I should be able to figure that out myself. I am a mindreader, after all.
N.
From: [he of the still-spinning head]
Subject: I could have told you...
...how effective properly-arranged, large amounts of pillows could be. Months ago.
Also. Esther. I know I told you about how much it bothered me, not to know my mother's name. Now I do.
Nathan
To: [Manuel]
From: [Nathan]
Subject: not sure if you have your laptop with you in the Box...
... but whenever you do see this, please try and remember what I said?
I won't ask you again to tell me whether or not it was a request. If for no other reason than the fact that I should be able to figure that out myself. I am a mindreader, after all.
N.
Re: Reply
Date: 2005-04-24 05:05 am (UTC)To: Dayspring, Nathan
Subject: I don't have the strength
I can't keep fighting it. I just don't have the strength. I have no foundation, no one to lean on, to draw strength from.
It's not so bad down here, underwater
Once you get past the fear, underwater
Manuel
Reply
Date: 2005-04-24 04:00 pm (UTC)Given everything that you have survived, I think you need to have more faith in your own strength.
N.