Letters to Angelo and Jono
May. 19th, 2005 03:04 pm![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png)
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Angelo,
I'm sorry to do this in a letter, especially when I'm not all that good at words to begin with, but I'm afraid I just couldn't face you.
You and I are just going in two totally different directions. Even without my being an X-Man, you will still be an officer in training and I will still be a chemistry major, miles away. You want the life that you could never have growing up, and can't give you that. I can't give you the big house with the dogs and the kids and me wearing an apron and having dinner on the table.
It's just not me.
You need a chance to live your life, instead of worrying about how what you do might interfere with mine. Travel the world, meet people, share ideas... even fall in love, with someone who can give you what you need.
You're a wonderful person, puppy and if there was any other way to do this, I would, but I guess it's true. You hurt the ones you love. So think of it as tearing off a band-aid; hurts like hell, but once you wash it up, the skin's all bright and new. Let's make this break just as fast and quick.
I wish you all the best.
Paige
Jono,
You were right. You are just a glowy ball of light. You can't hold me, or share life with me, and you don't even know how long I've been gone. You're not human anymore and I can't waste my life waiting for the possibility that one day someone might figure out how to give you a solid form.
Conversation only goes so far.
I'm sure someone can fill you in on all the details.
Paige
I'm sorry to do this in a letter, especially when I'm not all that good at words to begin with, but I'm afraid I just couldn't face you.
You and I are just going in two totally different directions. Even without my being an X-Man, you will still be an officer in training and I will still be a chemistry major, miles away. You want the life that you could never have growing up, and can't give you that. I can't give you the big house with the dogs and the kids and me wearing an apron and having dinner on the table.
It's just not me.
You need a chance to live your life, instead of worrying about how what you do might interfere with mine. Travel the world, meet people, share ideas... even fall in love, with someone who can give you what you need.
You're a wonderful person, puppy and if there was any other way to do this, I would, but I guess it's true. You hurt the ones you love. So think of it as tearing off a band-aid; hurts like hell, but once you wash it up, the skin's all bright and new. Let's make this break just as fast and quick.
I wish you all the best.
Paige
Jono,
You were right. You are just a glowy ball of light. You can't hold me, or share life with me, and you don't even know how long I've been gone. You're not human anymore and I can't waste my life waiting for the possibility that one day someone might figure out how to give you a solid form.
Conversation only goes so far.
I'm sure someone can fill you in on all the details.
Paige