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To: [Nathan]
From: [Rahne]
Subject: Heartfelt Relief



Nathan,

I really am especially glad you're back. I was worried about you. I know you've been getting better about the infirmary, but I still hated... never mind. I gather I missed some of the worst parts; I feel a bit as if I should have been there, but it's not as if I could really have helped much.

In case the public post worried you, no, I did not cause any Elpis-related disasters. I was just a wee bit more scattered than I'd like. Deciding to ask John and Monet for extra help wasn't fun, but I got less snark than I'd have expected about it. I think Yvette was glad of something to do. She and Jane were fantastic.

Rahne

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Rahne,

I finally got a look at Jane at work today, in the office - she certainly seems to have taken to it. I'm glad you all were able to manage. Not surprised, but glad. There's a reason I hired you all, and I've got nothing but faith in you. I hope you know that.

I'm sorry I worried you (and Moira, and everyone else). I apparently have a few things to be sorry about that I don't quite remember, too. Not a great week. I'm pretty glad it's over too.

-N

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Nathan,

She's very good. It's different, having a roommate again. Well, suitemate. Of course it's also different what with not being the same person. Er, perhaps I should try again when I make sense.

I didn't mean....

Don't apologize. Please? At least not to me.

Rahne

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... the first words I typed were 'I'm sorry'.

I am, though. Okay, maybe not in the apology sense... I just am a bit scattered still. Moira keeps telling me to rest and not worry so much, but I think she's forgotten who she's talking to.

-N

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I'm sure she's just being optimistic.

None of it was your fault, you know. And I've very little doubt you do know that but it doesn't quite help. *wry* I can't claim to understand all the different reactions. I do know it was very hard for you and... I suppose maybe I should have not said anything.

Rahne

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I know. I think I do just need to rest and see if I can't get my head back to where it should be. I'm just... jumpy.

It's probably bad of me but I don't really want an explanation of what really happened to cause all this. Right now I'd be content to never think about telepathy that doesn't involve Moira or Rachel again.

-n

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I suppose "should" might be a bit strong but if jumpy's not natural after this, I'm sure I don't know what would be.

Rest well, then. And let me know if I can bring you anything, please.