Emails to Marie D'ancanto, Morlocke, Sarah
Apr. 6th, 2004 06:55 pmTo: D'ancanto, Marie
From: Colbert, Marie-Ange
Subject: Doug's conversational ability
I know he told you. I imagine you know he told me. I know what my instincts would tell me if the situation were reversed.
He and I spoke, and while I can not say there is not any anger - it is not at you, just at Doug's inability to keep his mouth shut and learn when it is and is not appropiate to say things and when it is best to hold onto them and wait until the right time.
I will repeat that again, since if I were receiving this email, I would need it said at least one more time.
I am -not- angry at you. I am not even really angry at Doug. If you want to talk about it, or want to hear in person that I am not angry - or just .. well, want to talk, you know where I am.
~Angie
To: (Spikey Death Girl)
From: (Angie)
Subject: A favour?
Could you possibly teach me how to hit something without brusing my fists or hurting my fingers or arms? I need to get some anger out.
From: Colbert, Marie-Ange
Subject: Doug's conversational ability
I know he told you. I imagine you know he told me. I know what my instincts would tell me if the situation were reversed.
He and I spoke, and while I can not say there is not any anger - it is not at you, just at Doug's inability to keep his mouth shut and learn when it is and is not appropiate to say things and when it is best to hold onto them and wait until the right time.
I will repeat that again, since if I were receiving this email, I would need it said at least one more time.
I am -not- angry at you. I am not even really angry at Doug. If you want to talk about it, or want to hear in person that I am not angry - or just .. well, want to talk, you know where I am.
~Angie
To: (Spikey Death Girl)
From: (Angie)
Subject: A favour?
Could you possibly teach me how to hit something without brusing my fists or hurting my fingers or arms? I need to get some anger out.
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Date: 2004-04-13 08:33 pm (UTC)from: sin
subject: distances
thank you. i told him i couldn't really talk to him for a while. i'm so very much not okay about this and it's not his fault even.
i'm so sorry, Angie. he never should have said anything to you. please know i'd kick his ass and send him home if he ever did anything more than postulate about thoughts he thinks he shouldn't have.
i lost all my friends over last summer, at least all the ones who were really important, the four of them, and it started when we lost Jean as well. i can't really explain it all, but in the end, one way or another, i lost them. by the time i killed Stanley, it was like i didn't even know how to be friends anymore. i don't even know why i'm telling you this but it has something to do with why i'm so upset and i can't even quite put it all together.
i am sorry, though. i really am. i don't know what he was thinking. i'm going to keep my distance, for myself at least.
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Date: 2004-04-13 08:44 pm (UTC)From: (Angie)
Subject: distances
He was -not- thinking, which is why I am trying to keep my temper. He has a thing - I am not sure of the word, about honesty in excessive amounts. It can be fixed, and ... until then, I can live with him not knowing when to stop talking.
No ass-kicking is necessary. He said he would not do anything like that, and in that, I trust him.
I am not sure why you are telling me either, but if there is anything I can do to help, please, let me know. Even if you have to avoid Doug, you should not avoid everyone else. I know that from personal expirence. There is nothing stopping you from re-learning to be friends with people.
Re: ...
Date: 2004-04-13 09:00 pm (UTC)from: sin
subject: distances
thanks, Angie. i shouldn't write emails when i am this tired. and compulsion. the word you want is compulsion. you should trust him. he's a good person. i still think i need to keep my distance, but i'll try not to be the hermit i used to be.
...am having laptop confiscated. thank you again, Angie.
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Date: 2004-04-13 08:47 pm (UTC)From: [bone girl]
Subject: RE: A favour?
Yeah. I could use to let out some frustrations too. Meet me down in the gym?
-Sarah
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Date: 2004-04-13 09:01 pm (UTC)From: (Angie)
Subject: On the way
On the way now.