Date: 2004-02-23 01:00 pm (UTC)
To: D'Ancato, Marie
From: Ramsey, Doug

Marie-

I think it's okay not to know what to say. _I_ don't know what to say. I probably went through about twelve drafts before managing to get that letter in some semblance of order, and sliding it under your door was still one of the hardest things I've ever done.

It means a lot that you want to be supportive of me. Like I said, I think the thing I was most scared of is that I had burned my bridges with you.

You haven't hurt me. Please believe that. I'm scared that _I_ hurt _you_.

I do want to talk to you, I promise. I just...still get this really bad nervous cramp in my stomach every time I think about it. Doctor Samson offered to mediate for us talking if I wanted. I don't know if I need a little more time though, to get to a point where I don't want to throw up just thinking about being in the same room with you.

I want this to get better. I'm scared. Because I'm lonely, and it hurts even more because I feel like it's my own stupid fault.

Thank you for writing back. It...means a lot to me.

-Doug Ramsey
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