Email to Xavier, Charles
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From: de la Rocha, Manuel
To: Xavier, Charles
CC: Sefton, Amanda; Five Colors; Shaw, Shinobi
Subject: My Power
Professor:
I think that my power is trying to fulfill my desires. It senses that if I want something, or don't want something, it then acts to try to make that happen / make that not happen. This is what got me into trouble with Amanda the other day - I wanted the link back, emotionally speaking, and my power did everything it could to make that happen.
This is why we were both down sick for as long as we were. This is not also the first time this has happened, but I don't want to talk about _that_ right now. Not unless I want more nightmares and sleepless nights.
Can you help me? There's nothing I can do when I'm blocked like this, and until I get control of this I'll never be unblocked.
Manuel de la Rocha
To: Xavier, Charles
CC: Sefton, Amanda; Five Colors; Shaw, Shinobi
Subject: My Power
Professor:
I think that my power is trying to fulfill my desires. It senses that if I want something, or don't want something, it then acts to try to make that happen / make that not happen. This is what got me into trouble with Amanda the other day - I wanted the link back, emotionally speaking, and my power did everything it could to make that happen.
This is why we were both down sick for as long as we were. This is not also the first time this has happened, but I don't want to talk about _that_ right now. Not unless I want more nightmares and sleepless nights.
Can you help me? There's nothing I can do when I'm blocked like this, and until I get control of this I'll never be unblocked.
Manuel de la Rocha
Reply to de la Rocha, Manuel
Date: 2004-04-05 06:24 pm (UTC)From: Sefton, Amanda
Subject: You didn't hurt me.
Well, you did, but you didn't do it on purpose. And as much of this is me pushing meself too much - I used too much power, near drained meself dry. The headaches will go away, they always do. And its not as bad as that time when Illyana got taken. *wry grin*
Still, you feeling bad about it is sort of a good thing - means you're feeling, right?
We probably should talk about this - drop by when you're feeling up to it?
A.
Reply to Sefton, Amanda
Date: 2004-04-05 06:26 pm (UTC)To: Sefton, Amanda.
Subject: Dropping By
Sure. I'll be by when I have a free moment.
Manuel